The Inner Fire

I just wanted to share that I love to sing! I love to sing so much! When I was younger I use to sing in my school's choir but that was a long time ago, and since then I don't do much singing in public. The only people that hear me are my bub Nooch and my hubby Deems. But lately I just have this itch! I feel like belting out the inner fire within me, but I feel like I am too shy to do so. I also really love to dance, and I don't do very much of that either. I use to dance at school and I also did some polynesian and hula dancing for a while, which I enjoyed immensely! But those as well are things I have not done in a long time. I really love to take pictures, especially pictures of people just doing there thing and not even knowing that I'm taking pictures, I have no idea if I'm good at any of these things but I have such a passion for them! The thing is.............I'm worried............why on earth can't I let out the fire within me like I use to? Did I lose something along the way? Can I get it back? Does it have anything with becoming a parent, or is it simply me? This has been bothering me for a while now, and I really hope that this blog helps me find some of the things I feel I have lost, this blog is one step closer to me creating again! Creation is in our nature, to not create is the closest thing I see as a sin, so please, let me create again Dammit!